This was something I never imagined was even possible, I mean, I had heard about it happening to others, but it seemed so far away from me. When it happened to us, it changed everything I knew about life. I went into a deep, dark depression and it is hard time for me and my family. My once clean house now became a pit.
Death leaves a heartache no one can heal. These are my thoughts in the memory of my niece ELHAM BINTI TARIQ (NOORAN) a month old baby she left us on 25 July 2020, leaves every one shattered. As long as I live you will be remembered, your footprints where so small that it doesn’t leave an imprint on this world but there is an invisible wound in my heart that can never heal. Even though you never say to me MAMU but I have heard it thousands of times in the dreams that doesn’t let me sleep. ELHAM I know you have bear the infinite pain that no one can understand but the pain of your mother tears is making me helpless, ELHAM you have been never forgotten nor you’ll ever be, as long as my life last, no one can ever take your vacant place.
In the last I can say is SORRY I was helpless all I could do was, what the doctors said, in that instant everything around me changed and it was never the same again but I have faith in life hereafter and I believe one day you’ll be in my arms and you’ll say MAMU. With broken heart and teary eyes is my good bye. From half dead soul MAMU.
The Author Is M.Ped 2nd sem, Central university of Kashmir.
